Saturday, August 4, 2012
What is God speaking to me about…
**Surrendering all I am for all He is.
**In order to live my life fully for him, and give glory fully to him I must first learn how to be completely desperate for him, each and every day.
**He is unchangeable.
**Even when my situations change in life, he will always provide beautiful gifts for me along the way to bring joy and comfort.
**Newness is a beautiful thing! New ways of seeking his face are enjoyable. New friendships are refreshing. New images of who he really is are powerful.
**I have been allowed into the Holy of Holies, and although many will look at me as if I am crazy for my joy and confidence as I walk into the Inner Courts, my High Priest will be waiting for me… and he will always welcome me in with gladness.
Papa has been doing an amazing work in my heart this past week. After a few days of being attacked by the enemy after arriving back in HK, I was reminded of Papa’s unchanging self. That was something big for me this week… was allowing Him to really take control of my life again, and to even start opening up some new areas of my heart to him that I didn’t realized weren’t His yet. He is good, and I love spending time in His courts!
Thank you Jesus for being my High Priest who has passed through earth and heaven and that you are waiting for me to enter into the Holy Place each and every day! Thank you for always speaking truth into my life and allowing me to see you with new eyes! Thank you Jesus for the life you have given me, and the joy of living life with wonderful friends! Thank you Jesus for being my rock, and my strength, you are all I need and you provide amazing gifts for me each day! Like tonight.. I thank you for the beautiful lit moon that is hanging in the sky! Oh Jesus, you are a good Savior and friend! Thank you for seeing me and calling me your friend! I love you so very much and once again ask for more of you and less of me in my life.
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Jesus what should we do today...
This is the second half of my time in Asia. I went home for a brief time to
celebrate the wedding of a wonderful friend and to reconnect and refresh myself
before the last leg of my year! I was so excited to get back to Hong Kong and
back to the amazing brothers and sisters I have on this side of the world!
Although I was excited to get back “home” it didn’t hit me until I was in Hong
Kong that I was going to miss my real home for the next 4 months until I arrive
back in the states.
I spent the first day or two in Hong Kong feeling a bit more lonely than normal. I knew I had a great group of friends here, but things just seemed different. I have new housemates, a new room and new schedule. Things had changed from when I left. Papa then reminded me of something I learned while I was home and leading worship for VBS:
“When things change, God is with you!”
Duh!!! Papa really met me with that and for the past few days I have been walking in that truth. Although things seem different, Papa is the same forever and always! He is still the loving, caring, silly Papa that I know and adore. He is still right beside me and still talks to me every day!
As I learn to walk in this truth, I have learned to get out of my comfort zone a bit more. Before while I was in Hong Kong, I didn’t do much on my own… however for the second day in a row I have ventured out and gone into the city (and yes, I have gotten lost while going out)!
Today, being Sunday, I spent part of the morning Skyping home, and had coffee with one of my friends here on the YWAM base. After listening to a podcast from Heidi Baker I decided to go into the city and do some shopping for a few things I needed. In the midst of all this, I realized how clearly I was walking with Jesus today. I wasn’t ALONE I was with JESUS all day!
Jesus rode with me on the bus, right next to me in the empty seat.
Jesus helped me decide not to buy a new water bottle, because I have one already (but I did want a new one!)
Jesus told me to check my attitude with a grumbled at the guy in the stationary story who just stood in my way… yep, Jesus scolded me a bit for that! Oops!
Jesus giggled at me when I realized no there were NO avocados that were ripe and on sale, not at the store OR any street markets!
Jesus then helped me decide what tomatoes to buy, they were my second choice after avocados!
Jesus helped me find the bus stop, which was always Emily’s job, my roommate from the first half of my Asia trip.
Jesus shared all of these things with me on my way back home as we rode the bus back together again!
What a beautiful day it was, me and Jesus! It gets me thinking about how wonderful my life would be if I walked this closely with Jesus all the time, and never left his presence! How a wonderful life that would be!
I spent the first day or two in Hong Kong feeling a bit more lonely than normal. I knew I had a great group of friends here, but things just seemed different. I have new housemates, a new room and new schedule. Things had changed from when I left. Papa then reminded me of something I learned while I was home and leading worship for VBS:
“When things change, God is with you!”
Duh!!! Papa really met me with that and for the past few days I have been walking in that truth. Although things seem different, Papa is the same forever and always! He is still the loving, caring, silly Papa that I know and adore. He is still right beside me and still talks to me every day!
As I learn to walk in this truth, I have learned to get out of my comfort zone a bit more. Before while I was in Hong Kong, I didn’t do much on my own… however for the second day in a row I have ventured out and gone into the city (and yes, I have gotten lost while going out)!
Today, being Sunday, I spent part of the morning Skyping home, and had coffee with one of my friends here on the YWAM base. After listening to a podcast from Heidi Baker I decided to go into the city and do some shopping for a few things I needed. In the midst of all this, I realized how clearly I was walking with Jesus today. I wasn’t ALONE I was with JESUS all day!
Jesus rode with me on the bus, right next to me in the empty seat.
Jesus helped me decide not to buy a new water bottle, because I have one already (but I did want a new one!)
Jesus told me to check my attitude with a grumbled at the guy in the stationary story who just stood in my way… yep, Jesus scolded me a bit for that! Oops!
Jesus giggled at me when I realized no there were NO avocados that were ripe and on sale, not at the store OR any street markets!
Jesus then helped me decide what tomatoes to buy, they were my second choice after avocados!
Jesus helped me find the bus stop, which was always Emily’s job, my roommate from the first half of my Asia trip.
Jesus shared all of these things with me on my way back home as we rode the bus back together again!
What a beautiful day it was, me and Jesus! It gets me thinking about how wonderful my life would be if I walked this closely with Jesus all the time, and never left his presence! How a wonderful life that would be!
Saturday, March 17, 2012
You must understand this...
This was a week in which I struggled with being sick most of the time and found it very hard to stay focused due to the many fevers I would have. Many people would pray for me and ask that God would meet me in this time and often I would think “How is that even possible, I can’t seem to even spell simple words or speak in complete sentences.” However, prayer is powerful and I learned once the fever passed, the body aches subsided, and the effects of the many medications the doctor gave me wore off that God did meet with me this week.
I greatly enjoy the book of Exodus (probably because my mentor loves it so much :)). This week in class our topic was “God’s Global Purpose” aka “MISSIONS WEEK” in which we talked about different missions in the Bible and also historically. We were reading the story about Moses bringing the Israelites out of slavery when I stumbled across a verse that I have read many times before.
“So Moses told the people of Israel what the LORD had said, but they refused to listen anymore. They had become too discouraged by the brutality of their slavery.” Exodus 6:9 (NLT)
I read this and all the sudden it hit me, I let my situations control when I hear God speak, and when I don’t hear him at all. It is not that God isn’t talking, but rather, I REFUSE to listen. I would often times this God was distant and didn’t want anything to do with me when I struggled or become overwhelmed, however I look at the Israelites and they too REFUSED to listen. God was right there with them during that time and in Exodus its talks about God hearing the groans and cries from his people. God was there with them!
I went to God for forgiveness and with great gratitude when He brought it to my attention. How many times have I done this to God and refused to hear what he was saying? More times than I could count. How many times have I allowed my situation to become bigger than God? More times than I wish to know. How many times have I become discouraged with my situation and allowed that to control my life and heart? I did it this week when I was sick.
Later in the week God opened my eyes to the verses that come right before verse 9:
And God said to Moses, “I am Yahweh—‘the LORD. 3 I appeared to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob as El-Shaddai—God Almighty—but I did not reveal my name, Yahweh, to them. 4 And I reaffirmed my covenant with them. Under its terms, I promised to give them the land of Canaan, where they were living as foreigners. 5 You can be sure that I have heard the groans of the people of Israel, who are now slaves to the Egyptians. And I am well aware of my covenant with them.
6 “Therefore, say to the people of Israel: ‘I am the LORD. I will free you from your oppression and will rescue you from your slavery in Egypt. I will redeem you with a powerful arm and great acts of judgment. 7 I will claim you as my own people, and I will be your God. Then you will know that I am the LORD your God who has freed you from your oppression in Egypt. 8 I will bring you into the land I swore to give to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. I will give it to you as your very own possession. I am the LORD!’” Exodus 6:2-8
I read this and sat back to try to swallow the fact that God NEVER revealed that he was LORD to Abraham, Isaac or Jacob. However here he is telling the Israelites 3 times in a row that he is Lord. He wanted them to know who he was and that he had heard them. He also revealed to Moses that the covenant he made with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob was a promise I fulfilled in their lives, they did make it to Canaan. And as I let all of this sink in for a bit I heard the voice of the Lord saying to me, “I am the Lord, and until you can fully grasp that fact your situation will always be bigger than I am. However I will tell you again, I am the Lord! I have heard you groan just like I listened to the Israelites when they were enslaved and oppressed. I am listening to you. The situations in your life, no matter how small or large, are not greater than I, for I am the Lord. You must understand this for our relationship to strengthen. I am the Lord.”
He is Lord and he can handle my problems, small and large. My situations are important to him and my life and important to him too. Even in my being sick this past week that is important to him. I find it so beautiful when God takes the time to express his heart to us and be intimate with us when we are struggling and even better, when he removes the vales from our eyes when we can’t see. What a beautiful Lord we have. What a loving Papa he is.
I leave you with a Psalm from David (a man after God’s own heart) and a few words that spoke into me last night during a time of worship. I will stop trying to hide my quilt from God, for he is my hiding place and he knows the best pathway for me. Rather than just knowing God sings songs of victory over me but refusing to hear them, I want to hear them loud and clear!
“Finally, I confessed all my sins to you
and stopped trying to hide my guilt.
I said to myself, “I will confess my rebellion to the LORD.”
And you forgave me! All my guilt is gone.
7 For you are my hiding place;
you protect me from trouble.
You surround me with songs of victory.
8 The LORD says, “I will guide you along the best pathway for your life.
I will advise you and watch over you.
9 Do not be like a senseless horse or mule
that needs a bit and bridle to keep it under control.”
Psalm 32:5, 7, 8-9
I greatly enjoy the book of Exodus (probably because my mentor loves it so much :)). This week in class our topic was “God’s Global Purpose” aka “MISSIONS WEEK” in which we talked about different missions in the Bible and also historically. We were reading the story about Moses bringing the Israelites out of slavery when I stumbled across a verse that I have read many times before.
“So Moses told the people of Israel what the LORD had said, but they refused to listen anymore. They had become too discouraged by the brutality of their slavery.” Exodus 6:9 (NLT)
I read this and all the sudden it hit me, I let my situations control when I hear God speak, and when I don’t hear him at all. It is not that God isn’t talking, but rather, I REFUSE to listen. I would often times this God was distant and didn’t want anything to do with me when I struggled or become overwhelmed, however I look at the Israelites and they too REFUSED to listen. God was right there with them during that time and in Exodus its talks about God hearing the groans and cries from his people. God was there with them!
I went to God for forgiveness and with great gratitude when He brought it to my attention. How many times have I done this to God and refused to hear what he was saying? More times than I could count. How many times have I allowed my situation to become bigger than God? More times than I wish to know. How many times have I become discouraged with my situation and allowed that to control my life and heart? I did it this week when I was sick.
Later in the week God opened my eyes to the verses that come right before verse 9:
And God said to Moses, “I am Yahweh—‘the LORD. 3 I appeared to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob as El-Shaddai—God Almighty—but I did not reveal my name, Yahweh, to them. 4 And I reaffirmed my covenant with them. Under its terms, I promised to give them the land of Canaan, where they were living as foreigners. 5 You can be sure that I have heard the groans of the people of Israel, who are now slaves to the Egyptians. And I am well aware of my covenant with them.
6 “Therefore, say to the people of Israel: ‘I am the LORD. I will free you from your oppression and will rescue you from your slavery in Egypt. I will redeem you with a powerful arm and great acts of judgment. 7 I will claim you as my own people, and I will be your God. Then you will know that I am the LORD your God who has freed you from your oppression in Egypt. 8 I will bring you into the land I swore to give to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. I will give it to you as your very own possession. I am the LORD!’” Exodus 6:2-8
I read this and sat back to try to swallow the fact that God NEVER revealed that he was LORD to Abraham, Isaac or Jacob. However here he is telling the Israelites 3 times in a row that he is Lord. He wanted them to know who he was and that he had heard them. He also revealed to Moses that the covenant he made with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob was a promise I fulfilled in their lives, they did make it to Canaan. And as I let all of this sink in for a bit I heard the voice of the Lord saying to me, “I am the Lord, and until you can fully grasp that fact your situation will always be bigger than I am. However I will tell you again, I am the Lord! I have heard you groan just like I listened to the Israelites when they were enslaved and oppressed. I am listening to you. The situations in your life, no matter how small or large, are not greater than I, for I am the Lord. You must understand this for our relationship to strengthen. I am the Lord.”
He is Lord and he can handle my problems, small and large. My situations are important to him and my life and important to him too. Even in my being sick this past week that is important to him. I find it so beautiful when God takes the time to express his heart to us and be intimate with us when we are struggling and even better, when he removes the vales from our eyes when we can’t see. What a beautiful Lord we have. What a loving Papa he is.
I leave you with a Psalm from David (a man after God’s own heart) and a few words that spoke into me last night during a time of worship. I will stop trying to hide my quilt from God, for he is my hiding place and he knows the best pathway for me. Rather than just knowing God sings songs of victory over me but refusing to hear them, I want to hear them loud and clear!
“Finally, I confessed all my sins to you
and stopped trying to hide my guilt.
I said to myself, “I will confess my rebellion to the LORD.”
And you forgave me! All my guilt is gone.
7 For you are my hiding place;
you protect me from trouble.
You surround me with songs of victory.
8 The LORD says, “I will guide you along the best pathway for your life.
I will advise you and watch over you.
9 Do not be like a senseless horse or mule
that needs a bit and bridle to keep it under control.”
Psalm 32:5, 7, 8-9
Saturday, February 18, 2012
“I do! I do!...”
This week we had a wonderful fellow named Bill Payne (who will be with us next week also). We talked about the Character of God. I find that as I even think about to his teaching my heart starts to pound and my eyes get a bit misty. With that said, let me explain.
Early in the week Bill introduced us to a little thing all humans have, the “Truth Box”. It is the spot in your head that tells you what is truth and what is a lie. The more I learned about my truth box, the more I realized that I had a screwed up truth box! I had believed many lies not only of myself, but of God. And something we learned soon after the truth box was introduced is that when we believe a lie about God we are saying that something is wrong with God’s character OR that God is unable to do what he says. Talk about a hard pill to swallow!
Throughout this week Bill told us things like, “If you were the only person on the earth, God still would have sent Jesus for you” or “God loves the gifts you give him in worship and serving. He loves them because of the WHO is giving them, not what they are!” He even told us the reality that “God DIDN’T change after the fall!” At times these truths were something nice to think about, but I found myself being a bit worried to fully put my trust in them. Until Thursday night…
We had a time of worship for our school, and as we sang the songs I pondered about what we had been learning and was excited for what God was doing in our class. (One thing I have learned, whenever I start thanking God for what he is going in everyone else’s life, he is quick to turn it around on me and I usually end up getting my world rocked by him too.) Out of nowhere I decided to have this conversation with God…
“So… you love me huh?” I asked him (side note, stupid question to ask God because he will always answer this the same way).
“I do! I do! I really REALLY do!” was his response.
And in seconds, I was facedown before God weeping. There is something about hearing God tell you he loves you, and I don’t think I will ever grow tired of it. I can think back to times when God told me he loved me and each of those times, I felt like everything in the world was right and okay.
“You died for me, even though I walked away from you over and over again. You died for me even when I tried to be God and when I have called you a liar. You were murdered protecting me even when I did nothing to protect our relationship. You still suffered the worst death in mankind for my heart, and the selfishness and pride that I have held on to my whole life… you still loved me” as I continued to weep.
“Yeah, I did die for you. If you were the only one left on this earth, I would have still died for you. You are my little girl, and I love you with all I am. I don’t just love you kid, I REALLY love you!” He said that with such a gentle voice and as if he was bowing down from heaven to tell me.
MY PAPA LOVES ME!! HE REALLY LOVES ME!!
I wish I could tell you all the joy that I have had within me since this conversation with the King of Kings. The next day in class we talked about our value, and Bill put it in words that hit home for me, especially after the conversation God and I had the night before. Bill walked us through a story, “I want to go buy a person. I want the top of the line, the most valuable, so I go to the person who is the smartest, drives the best car, have the best job and the highest education. I finally find this person in the store of Humans and I want to buy them, so I flip the over to see the price tag attached to them… and it is far too much! So I put them back and I decide I will go down to the basement and find one of you students. You are not the best looking, you are not the smartest. You don’t drive a nice car, if you have a car at all. You are much less than the most valuable person in the world… so I go to flip over your price tag, and guess what?? Tell me what it said??” He then started at each of us, “It said the same thing as the most “valuable” person in the whole world. It is a price that hardly anyone would pay. What is your price?? EVERY DROP OF JESUS’ BLOOD. EVERY TEAR THAT JESUS WEPT. That is what your price tag says. And that is what the price tag of EVERY human being is, because Jesus died for every human being that has ever, is, or will ever live. Every drop of Jesus’ blood. Every tear Jesus ever wept.”
:)
A few verses that have impacted me this week is what I will leave you with.
“As for the Saints who are in the land (all of us Christians)
they are the glorious ones in whom I delight” ***Psalm 16:3
“…He is a mighty savior. He will rejoice over you with great gladness. With his love, he will calm all your fears. He will exult over you by singing a happy song.” ***Zephaniah 3:17
Thank you Papa, for showing me the deep love you have for me!
Early in the week Bill introduced us to a little thing all humans have, the “Truth Box”. It is the spot in your head that tells you what is truth and what is a lie. The more I learned about my truth box, the more I realized that I had a screwed up truth box! I had believed many lies not only of myself, but of God. And something we learned soon after the truth box was introduced is that when we believe a lie about God we are saying that something is wrong with God’s character OR that God is unable to do what he says. Talk about a hard pill to swallow!
Throughout this week Bill told us things like, “If you were the only person on the earth, God still would have sent Jesus for you” or “God loves the gifts you give him in worship and serving. He loves them because of the WHO is giving them, not what they are!” He even told us the reality that “God DIDN’T change after the fall!” At times these truths were something nice to think about, but I found myself being a bit worried to fully put my trust in them. Until Thursday night…
We had a time of worship for our school, and as we sang the songs I pondered about what we had been learning and was excited for what God was doing in our class. (One thing I have learned, whenever I start thanking God for what he is going in everyone else’s life, he is quick to turn it around on me and I usually end up getting my world rocked by him too.) Out of nowhere I decided to have this conversation with God…
“So… you love me huh?” I asked him (side note, stupid question to ask God because he will always answer this the same way).
“I do! I do! I really REALLY do!” was his response.
And in seconds, I was facedown before God weeping. There is something about hearing God tell you he loves you, and I don’t think I will ever grow tired of it. I can think back to times when God told me he loved me and each of those times, I felt like everything in the world was right and okay.
“You died for me, even though I walked away from you over and over again. You died for me even when I tried to be God and when I have called you a liar. You were murdered protecting me even when I did nothing to protect our relationship. You still suffered the worst death in mankind for my heart, and the selfishness and pride that I have held on to my whole life… you still loved me” as I continued to weep.
“Yeah, I did die for you. If you were the only one left on this earth, I would have still died for you. You are my little girl, and I love you with all I am. I don’t just love you kid, I REALLY love you!” He said that with such a gentle voice and as if he was bowing down from heaven to tell me.
MY PAPA LOVES ME!! HE REALLY LOVES ME!!
I wish I could tell you all the joy that I have had within me since this conversation with the King of Kings. The next day in class we talked about our value, and Bill put it in words that hit home for me, especially after the conversation God and I had the night before. Bill walked us through a story, “I want to go buy a person. I want the top of the line, the most valuable, so I go to the person who is the smartest, drives the best car, have the best job and the highest education. I finally find this person in the store of Humans and I want to buy them, so I flip the over to see the price tag attached to them… and it is far too much! So I put them back and I decide I will go down to the basement and find one of you students. You are not the best looking, you are not the smartest. You don’t drive a nice car, if you have a car at all. You are much less than the most valuable person in the world… so I go to flip over your price tag, and guess what?? Tell me what it said??” He then started at each of us, “It said the same thing as the most “valuable” person in the whole world. It is a price that hardly anyone would pay. What is your price?? EVERY DROP OF JESUS’ BLOOD. EVERY TEAR THAT JESUS WEPT. That is what your price tag says. And that is what the price tag of EVERY human being is, because Jesus died for every human being that has ever, is, or will ever live. Every drop of Jesus’ blood. Every tear Jesus ever wept.”
:)
A few verses that have impacted me this week is what I will leave you with.
“As for the Saints who are in the land (all of us Christians)
they are the glorious ones in whom I delight” ***Psalm 16:3
“…He is a mighty savior. He will rejoice over you with great gladness. With his love, he will calm all your fears. He will exult over you by singing a happy song.” ***Zephaniah 3:17
Thank you Papa, for showing me the deep love you have for me!
Friday, February 10, 2012
Compassion DTS Love Feast...
There were 2 schools taking place since I have been here; my school is the China Focused DTS and then there is the Compassion DTS. The Compassion team has been back on the base for a few weeks now and we got a chance to spend some time celebrating their graduation from school with a thing called “Love Feast”. It is a time for them to share what the Lord had done during their outreach and share personal testimonies. They did a wonderful job sharing their hearts, and I must be honest, I got teary eyed more than once in the course of the evening. Many of them have left to go home and it has been a sad goodbye, but we trust the Lord will keep doing great things through them, and a few of them will be coming back to the base in a few months to start staffing! J
Here are a few pictures of the evening where we all got to get dressed up and share a beautiful meal, fellowship and time of worship together:
Roomies!
A few of us, some staff, some Compassion DTS, and a lot of China Focused DTS!
This is Jessi! She is the leader of my school and is also my One or One person (I am being discipled by here). She is so wonderful and beautiful! (side note, it is hard to see but I was wearing the Toms from my Community back home to celebrate this wonderful evening!)
The room that we celebrated in! (Jericho) (side note: the guys head who is on the left bottom corner, Dean Sherman.. who spilled a glass of punch on me that night! It was a total accident but still it was a great memory!)
Chris and Marlyse! These 2 wonderful people will be tying the knot in Dec and I can’t wait to be there to celebrate with them! Marlyse is one of my roommates (as all of us girls live together) and she is such a joy and delight! Chris is just silly and wonderful! I enjoy taking pictures of them and asking them to make the faces they would make as if were their wedding day, this is what I got!
FOOD!!! So good! As you can tell it is mostly Asian food, but hey, when in Hong Kong….
Dean Sherman shared before we partook in a time of worship!
Some of the staff on base! (this was not a posed picture!)
Congrats Compassion DTS for shaking up the nations for the Cross! You guys are all wonderful!
Satan Came from Nebraska, so says Dean Sherman…
Dean Sherman spent a week with us, and what a joy he is! He is a great mix of humor and driving home a point about how valuable we all are for the Kingdom. Between telling us that Satan came from Nebraska (there are 3 people from Nebraska involved with my school: 2 students and 1 staff) or telling us to get the image of him in his Speedo out of our heads for quite times. He is a blessing to have and to learn from! He spent a few days talking about Spiritual Warfare and the other days talking about Relationships.
Something he said that hit me like a ton of bricks, a statement that seems so simple yet I have never realized it was a wrong thinking. He told us, “All Christians are not sinners saved by grace, they are Saints!” That means God seems me as a Saint!! What a joy that is, and once my thinking changed from being a SINNER saved... to being a SAINT, I can’t even tell you all the way I have viewed my life and my actions differently. I have finally realized that God doesn’t look down from Heaven and see me still covered in mud and dirt, I am not covered in darkness anymore, but I am a Saint.
The week that Dean was here I laid down a lot of the hurts and the lies that I have allowed myself to believe of my life. Many things that have been spoken over me not only as a child, but the things that my friends have called me, or authority figures who I trusted, other Christians who told me it was how God felt about my life. I have had a lot of hurts in my life and a lot of times where I wondered why in the world God would ever see me as clean. By the blood of the Lamb, I am clean and free from my bondage that I once allowed to tie me down! J
Something he said that hit me like a ton of bricks, a statement that seems so simple yet I have never realized it was a wrong thinking. He told us, “All Christians are not sinners saved by grace, they are Saints!” That means God seems me as a Saint!! What a joy that is, and once my thinking changed from being a SINNER saved... to being a SAINT, I can’t even tell you all the way I have viewed my life and my actions differently. I have finally realized that God doesn’t look down from Heaven and see me still covered in mud and dirt, I am not covered in darkness anymore, but I am a Saint.
The week that Dean was here I laid down a lot of the hurts and the lies that I have allowed myself to believe of my life. Many things that have been spoken over me not only as a child, but the things that my friends have called me, or authority figures who I trusted, other Christians who told me it was how God felt about my life. I have had a lot of hurts in my life and a lot of times where I wondered why in the world God would ever see me as clean. By the blood of the Lamb, I am clean and free from my bondage that I once allowed to tie me down! J
Friday, January 20, 2012
13 people together for 1 reason...
This is my family for the next 5 months (minus the staff memebers). We are 13 crazy people from 5 different countries (America, India, South Africa, New Zealand and Australia). We love to laugh together and we have enjoyed learning about each others countries and lives. Thank you Papa for this amazing, hand picked group of people that i get to walk through a life changing experiance with! I cant wait to get to know them all more and share in a great journey with them! :)
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